About what?

I come back,
in this time black,
to you, to everything you can do.

Warm my soul,
fill in my heart a hole,
soften my pain,
kill this tickle in my vein,

Give me sweet discomfort,
give me chains and clear air.

Some hope,
some unwanted emotions,
maybe some bitterness,
maybe some hate.

Label my soul
label my condition,
take away my youth,
my time, my truth.

Real discontent,
ill, faded happiness.

Inside you're screaming,
getting numb, releasing,
eating and scratching viciously.

Turning into a slave for you
with you as a destroyer.

Everythings in a blurr,

Dizzy and confused.

A life depends on those 5mm.

On these..
Pills.. oh lovely pills...